Why is it so hard

Charlene Charles β€’ Miscarriage In November 11-11-2018, Chemical In June 2019. Currently Pregnant with double rainbow due June 2020🌈🀰🏼

On to 10 months of TTC our rainbow we got pregnant month 7 but had early miscarriage ..

I feel so upset we just wanna add a little human to our family and feels like it’s not going to happen 😭😭