Symptom Spotting

I told myself I wouldn't do this.

This time would be different.

After 3 years of negative tests we finally got our BFP (in 2015) because we did IVF.

This time we are ttc naturally before a FET in March 2020. This has been our first cycle officially trying and I told myself I'd be laid back. I know the disapointment of negative tests month after month. Our infertility diagnosis is low sperm count. The chances aren't great but certainly not impossible.

But this morning I woke up with some intense nausea. I never feel that way, not even in my first pregnancy. So here I am wondering, my period is due in 4 days and I want to test. I am trying to wait until I at least see if my period comes Thursday. I don't want to deal with the disapointment all over again. But, I have to remind myself that we will have a frozen embryo transferred in March anyway. Thanks for listening.