Today 🙄🙄

So today I had to get my meter and everything because I have gestational diabetes and I also found out that I’m anemic. Well she took my blood sugar while I was there and it was 133 and I hadn’t eaten anything so she said it was way higher than it should have been. I also failed my 3 hour by a huge amount and I told her what my normal diet consists of and she thinks I will have to be put on medication since my blood sugar is abnormally high. She said to give it a week or two on the diet and if nothing changes we will start the medication. I’m just trying to figure out how that changes things?? She also said if I can’t get it under control I might have to be induced at 37-38 weeks.. I have to start getting more ultrasounds to make sure baby girl is ok and growing properly. I’m scared and to top it all off I have puppps and I’m just flat out miserable!!