I’m out !! But I’m okay!!

I’m officially out this month, I got a little excited because I was 2 days late, (I’ve never ever been late) I’m only going into my 4th month of trying so I’m not too upset however one thing that came to mind is that “before trying” I’ve never been late EVER ! or surrounded my every thought around “if I’m pregnant” which means it’s doing something to my body mentally and physically. So as I begin this new cycle I’m going to remain positive and speak it into existence that this Cycle will be it, (If it’s not this month I’ll have to take a 2-3 month break because of some things that are already pre-planned). I’m saying all this to say I’m still going to try this cycle but I’m going to be relaxed like I was when I wasn’t. The staying in this app every couple of hours, checking for cm, testing ovulation etc will be at a very minimum if any at all. I’m still going to remain eating healthy as possible, working out, but I feel like I need a more relaxed clear mind or this process is going to be long, I’m also going back to enjoying my wine a couple of nights out the week!!! And most importantly trust God’s timing. Good luck to you ladies who did not conceive this month much baby dust to you! And Congratulations to all you mama’s who did 💫⭐️✨