SO, a couple months ago I started dating this guy and it was perfect. We never argued or fought and it was amazing because we treated each other both as lovers and bestfriends, I felt really happy to have him.

We used to facetime every night until one night he completely ignored my message, even though he was online. I tried not to think too much about it but it kept happening for a whole week..

Until he finally called me one night and told me to meet him the day after. It was the most intense call. He was crying.

When I saw him he explained to me that he needs time to focus on himself and school and he said that he's been ignoring my texts because he didn't know how to say it.

It makes sense since this year is gonna be real important for our education and i believe that it was a real mature thing to do. But it still hurt. We both agreed to stay as friends, at least for now.

I really hope one day things go back to as they were, maybe someday when our lives are settled and when were both truly ready.