Fear.

Hey everyone I’m here because I don’t really have anyone else to turn to right now. I made the decision to move out of the country once I graduate, before you ask yes I know what I’m doing I’ve gone through savings knowledge of where I’m going cost of all living expenses the money of the country I am planning on moving too language and much much more. I just really wanted to say I’m scared it’s not that I don’t know what I am doing because I do it’s that I’m scared of making such a big change in my life this is something I’ve been wanting to do for years now and I can’t believe now that things are about to go down I’m second guessing everything.. I’m so scared and I’ve been crying for over an hour my head is filled with what if’s I just don’t know what to do please help me. I want to follow my dreams I don’t know what’s wrong with me why am I so scared now? When a couple of years ago if you would have offered me the plane ticket I would have hopped on the first flight there.