Its true about what they say...

I love my fiance dearly but I am so overwhelmed!

He unexpectedly had to go back to work today after only being with me and our son for a week anf I know thats more than most dad's get I am thankful for those days but we were expecting him to be home for 3 weeks, and ever since I brought our son home ive been uncontrollably crying, I feel like I hate myself my body! I have no money no nothing im behind on bills because the doctors office messed up my date and not I'm an entire week behind on my bills and the late fees are piling up... Im having troubke seeing the bright side of anything, I am currently taking 25mg of zoloft and I have my first postpartum appointment tomorrow.... I just wish i could work out i feel like once I can I will start to feel better but I'm only 8 days pp, I am trging to focous on recovery but its just so hard