Going back to doc tomorrow

Going back to the doc tomorrow to get my anxiety meds renewed cause I just can’t take it anymore. After 2 years of being off them and being somewhat ok I’m at a point where I feel like I need them. I’m also 3 months postpartum and my marriage is in the shits right now which is not helping. I feel guilty about doing it but also feel it may be the best thing for me right now to be able to be the best mom I can be.

Can’t remember the name of the meds I was on the last time and honestly made me feel like I had no emotion at all. I was basically numb about everything. Something happy I couldn’t feel it cause I was numb. It was a really weird sensation but I also didn’t have any anxiety sooo not sure what’s better.

Thank you for reading this far. Xx