The dread day is just a few hours away SO EMOTIONALLY

My husband and I just started trying to conceive

Abt 3 months ago. We had way more sex, 2 weeks ago, than normal. And I’m suppose to get my period tomorrow! I’m nervous if I do get my period I’m gonna be CRUSHED. We want a baby so bad and ppl are ALWAYS asking when we are having another and I always play it off like I don’t want another baby, but I’ve been drying inside every time I get my period ! I just don’t know what I’m gonna do. Although I’m still young enough to have another baby I feel like if I don’t conceive in the next year I’m done.