Basic Training

My boyfriend left for Basic yesterday. it’s been a whole 24 hours since he landed and I’ve been crying so much. I can see him holding my hand and he lived with me (because of personal reasons) so o have his clothes and they smell like him and I’m struggling so bad. I’m trying to keep myself busy by working and I go to school full time but it’s hard because I think about him all day. I just got the initial phone call during class when he gave me his address. It was awful. It was so rushed and he was reading from a script and couldn’t even talk to me normally. He whispered I love you and had to go. The call was less than 2 minutes and it didn’t sound like him.