Worst experience 41+3

So I was scheduled to be induced on the 26th at 730 am, came in and they put something in me to help efface my cervix. Told me they had to keep me overnight in case it worked. Next morning I get checked and it didn’t do anything so they tried a gel, had to wait 6 hours to see if that one worked which is did a little but not much.. then around 5pm on day two the dr tells me he doesn’t want to break my water yet because I’ll have to be put on the IV drip and I won’t be able to have morphine to sleep at night. So he tries another round of the gel stuff to soften the cervix more. Well today, day 3 first thing in the morning the dr comes in and says I’m done my shift soon so the other dr will check u and we might send you home for a few days!!! What in the actually hell is that!! They couldn’t send me home the first day but now that I’m in pain with these contractions they want to send me home? And why could he do the IV thing last night but now it’s not an option? I’m so frustrated in pain and just want to cry some more! I hate my hospital