I am coming up on what would have been my due date. I read all the grief books that my mom sent me and read all the mom blogs about it but didn't really gather how much my emotions would peak at this time. It's so hard knowing that I should be preparing to bring my baby home. I should be 38 weeks pregnant getting ready to meet my child, and I have this flat belly and no child coming. I had an ectopic pregnancy that was diagnosed late and ruptured around 2 months. We had already picked out names. I watched everyone who was pregnant the same time as me take home their babies, get celebrated with their families. Does anyone have suggestions to help cope at such a difficult time? This grief is a very new pain to me and more difficult than I could have ever imagined...