I should be so happy , I’m pregnant and Ive been trying for years , maybe it’s the history of multiple miscarriages and fear of loosing another baby that’s keeping myself from being happy , I’m 11 weeks right now but my last loss was at 13 weeks , I’m so overwhelmed with fear of it happening again and going down that rabbit hole of deep depression . I’m such a outgoing happy person most of the time I really

Want out of this funk 😥