blowing 💨

ok ladies i need some advice. So my bf and i have a great sex life. We have sex a few times a week. We have like to mix it up so sometimes when we cant keep our hands off each other we will sneak off to take care of business. well story short he told me he only feels like i do it when he wants too. which is sometimes true .

So last night i was really horny and i wanted to get off but he fell asleep so i kinda just rubbed on him till he got hard and woke him up by sucking him off 🤩!! Which led to amazing sex!! He told me that it was the best head in a long time . which kinda made me feel bad .. so am i over thinkin this or just being self Conscious for nothing ??