Just a small rant...

Well AF showed up this morning... I’m so incredibly depressed about it. I’m trying to tell myself it’s a new month, a new start for new opportunity but it’s so hard sometimes. I’m not getting any younger (I’m 36 soon to be 37) and I feel sometimes God is punishing me by not letting me get pregnant. I made some mistakes in life that I always carry heavy in my heart 💔 I know I’ll be a wonderful mother if I can get the opportunity to be one. I just wish this could be my lucky month.

Sorry for the depressing post just need to vent...

Thank you for listening!