Miscarriage

To everyone who has had a miscarriage... how do you deal with all your friends or acquaintances who are having babies. I thought maybe this would be the month I would be expecting. But I got my friend yesterday. I just want to cry because I should be 35 weeks and be expected my self if I didn’t have that horrible thing happen to me. Although most days I can put a smile on my face and go along with life. It’s days like today that I see a past co-workers baby and another girl I graduated with have her baby. It makes me sad. It’s the one thing I want more then anything and then it thing that I’m having the most trouble doing. I’m just so hurt. Happy for them hit hurt.