I don't think I can do this..
I don't feel like myself anymore
I am only ever indifferent, angry, or upset
I don't feel happy anymore and when I do something quickly shuts it down
I don't feel like a person anymore and yet I have one growing inside of me
I want to be happy
I want to be a mother
A wife
A friend
A lover
But I also don't want to see tomorrow again
Tomorrow is never a better day anymore
Tomorrow used to be an opportunity
It's become a prediction of pain and heartache I cannot rip myself from
Tomorrow used to be a promise that I had more time to work on making things right
And now tomorrow is most likely the day it will all fall to the ground
How can I take care of my child if I cannot even bring myself to smile most days..
I don't feel human anymore
But I really really want to.....
Let's Glow!
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