Please end 😭

My daughter now thinks wake time for the day is 4:30 am! I’m so freaking exhausted. And then when I do fall asleep, I go into super deep sleeps because I’m so tired and then I don’t want to wake up when my daughter wakes every hour but I force myself to get up because I know she can’t just lay there and be neglected 😫 then I feel like a zombie all day, coffee doesn’t help, nothing helps🙃 I have terrible headaches everyday from no sleep and the dark circles under my eyes are terrible. The mom bun is disgusting and I need maybe a year’s worth of sleep? Honestly with the way I’m feeling and how tired I am, I could sleep for 3 days straight maybe more lol. Sleep deprivation is getting to me, I have serious mom brain😭 I’m a mess. I fall asleep during the day every nap she takes even if they are only 15 minutes, it’s better than nothing 😭 I feel so lazy! Then when my daughter is tired and wants to sleep, she rubs her eyes trying to stay awake and gets fussy because she doesn’t want to sleep😭 Her dad works night shift and sleeps a little during the day, I always can’t wait till he wakes up so I can get a little bit of sleep😩