Embarrassing date night😩😩

So last night I went on a date with a guy that works with my dad and this was so embarrassing but I just don’t understand what happen. But we went to go smoke with his friends and mind you I haven’t smoked in a month. Well I was super high and I started to get lightheaded so I leaned up against the truck and I just fell out on the ground... (after I had my son I would stand up and just black out at the hospital and had to get 3 bags of blood I’m also anemic) but I didn’t eat much during the day. So after that we went to get food and shit but it’s still like making me feel shit ...