Humiliated

Okay here is a rant, so today we couldn’t do sport because it was raining and I’d usually do bush walking so anyway both my friends weren’t here so I sat by myself and my teacher put on Hamilton which I love and was so excited but the guy behind me who I’ve had in my class before was insulting the musical and I kept shaking my head because he always did this. well anyway he was saying things to me like “ this movie is as boring as you, you’re the most boring person I’ve met.” Stuff like that and I did my usual blank face “ yeah I am aren’t I” thing because I don’t want him to have satisfaction in my anger😂so anyway he continues saying stuff and I don’t care about it but when the musical stopped I was on my phone and he full on ripped it out of my hand and started to look at I, I quickly jumped up scared because I was sorting out my photos and I was scared he would see them and I felt so vulnerable. I shouted at him to give it back and he just kept scrolling being like ”what have you got nudes in it or something.” So I just ignored him snatching it out of his hands and went back to my seat and he’s like “let me see recently deleted.” And poked me, taking my chair away from me making me sit on the ground and eventually was like “what don’t want me to see your nudes.” And I lost it I’m usually not shy but not confident on the inside I’m so scared and when he took my phone my hands were shaking so much, even as he talked to me. So I took my chance saying “what you wanna see them, I didn’t know you liked me that much.” 😂and I kinda broke him he started stutter and being like

“No-no shit.” And they He shut up for awhile before taking my chair again and poking me until the teacher told him to get outside, from then on my hands were shaking so hard and my heart beat was really fast I was so scared and embarrassed because the whole class heard him and they all looked at me. For the rest of the class I just talked to this guy I’m partially friends with but now I’m really sad and want to punch the dude in the face so hard, it hurts me because I’m not confident and I want to do stuff but I can’t. The worst I did was whisper fuck you as he left 😂😂