Frustrated

Sitting in the hospital waiting on my labs so I can start HSG test. Scheduling put me only in lab not knowing what the procedure even was and they didn’t want to schedule me since it has to be done at a certain time. They said 10 days of your period bt I’m 2 days late which happens ALL the time and I took tests bt of course they’re invalid being home tests. My hubby doesn’t do anything unnatural so he refuses to try anything to help have a child. He says no one wants a child that bad to be doing all that stuff. I love him and want a child with him bt I feel by him not doing anything which btw he has low count then he’s choosing to not have a child with me. I told him I respect his decision bt you should respect mine to find someone willing to try. He said so you’re going to leave cz I can’t have kids? I said it’s not the outcome, it’s you don’t love me enough to try anything. I researched for these all natural pills with Maca root proven to help and he gave in for 3 days and then quit. I’m just to down. I feel this is a deal breaker. I’ve done labs and taken herbs and tests and he hasn’t been to anything cz he don’t believe in it. I want him bt idk about this anymore 😔