Bi sexual and Christian

Hey! I’m unloading here I hope that’s okay? I’m a Jehovah’s Witness but I.. like girls.

I like guys too!

I think anyone should be able to love who they want and that who you love shouldn’t be an issue. Problem is my religion doesn’t have that mindset. They think men are for women and women are for me, period. I believe in so much in my religion except this one thing, I’m scared and anxious.. advice?

(Btw I’ve been gay four years so I went past the confusion)