😭😭😭 talk to me and help pls

I just lost my virginity and it was SO FUCKING PAINFULLLL. Like I was shaking from the pain and I bled alot and I’m still bleeding and still hurts and there’s this weakness in my body.

And I’m mentally messed up idk why exactly 😭😭 I don’t want to see him ever again (he was my bf) and I’m just crying and I’m scared and I don’t know what to do 😭😭😭

Update: thankyou❤️❤️❤️ you all are really sweet and made me feel alot better ❤️

I’m definitely not ready to have sex again I can’t even think about it.