Everything changes

Just spent a day with my bestie who i hadnt seem in a while. Im married and have a 5 month old and shes married but still has no kids. We had a great time reminiscing but i was sad when she decided to go to the bar with her friends instead of chillin with me and the baby (which most likely consists of me passing out by 10) 😅. I get it, but its just sad how it cant go back to how it was in the past. We use to hang out constantly and drink til all hours of night. Guess im just hoping someone else is in my shoes? Anybody feel me?