Annoyed

Hi so I’m a sophomore in high school and I’m just really annoyed at my life and the ppl in my school. Yesterday there was a huge part which only sophomores and up could go to and Ofc I’m not invited (that’s not what I’m annoyed abt btw) but two of my friends were and they went with mean girls and I’m just really pissed that they would want to be around ppl like them. Anyways my crush also went and after the party I noticed that he started following my friend and I’m just wondering if something happened cuz there’s no way he could have known her before cuz she was new to the school and so I just want to ask her abt it but I’m really scared that she’ll get pisses at me cuz we don’t know each other that well. Anyways my life rn is really dull and I want to spice it up and I feel like I will never get the chance cuz everyone at my school is super rich, white and pretty that’s the opposite of me lol. Any advice??