I think I'm to my breaking point. My husband has not been intimate with me in 43 days. He went yesterday to talk to his parents about it and came back saying he's gonna get help. This has been a broken record... he always says he's going to get help and it lasts maybe 2 months and then he goes back to the way it is now. He sleeps all the time. He's done this for years and it's his way of "escaping " I'm so tired and heartbroken right now. He's a former addict (years before we met) and I feel like he's just saying this stuff to gain sympathy for his actions. He doesn't do anything for me or with me. I do all the cooking, cleaning everything and we both work full time. His weekend consists of sleeping his life away while I'm all alone. I'm just tired. I asked if he was depressed and he said no. So I know that's not it. I feel so ugly and useless right now. I just don't understand what I did wrong and why he's doing this. Maybe he's just that selfish and he just doesn't care anymore. Maybe he's cheating or talking to someone else idk. I'm just to the point of throwing it all away and trying to start my life over and find my happiness. Any advice would be greatly appreciated right now... I don't have anyone to talk to because honestly I'm embarrassed about this.