My so called boyfriend baby father

So my boyfriend came back late last night again, after leaving early morning, saying he’s doing work, I’ve got a 2 month old baby to look after, I was obviously upset when he got back last night and then he said he’s sleeping downstairs because I’m in a mood that he got back late again, it’s happening every night now, he don’t help with the baby he calls me a white bitch, would you be mad that he’s never at home? Then he tells me to find a man who I can control, I don’t want control I want a man who’s going to be their for me and my baby, he never is but he can’t see his wrong doings he blames me for everything, do I end it I can’t take it anymore but I love him so much