Emotional..

I’ve been feeling overly emotional. I cried last night for about 20 minutes because I was so upset I don’t have my baby to hold. I miscarried in December..

The holidays are coming up and I feel like I’m going to be reliving it all again.. thanksgiving we told our families.. the next week we were told the baby didn’t grow.. another 2 weeks and a second opinion later, I miscarried 5 days before Christmas.

How do you guys handle these times? I feel like I’m just drowning in my emotions.