I’m not good at being a SAHM - rant to relieve

I don’t know how you mamas do it.

Because I suck at this. It’s so hard for me to stay home everyday with just my baby and I.

It’s nothing against my baby. I love him. That’s not the issue.

I just hate not interacting with anyone.

Not getting ready. Not doing my make up. I mean what’s the point ? We have no where to go.

Our financial means do not allow us to go out and do outside activities during the week.

We are restricted to just being a home all day & I am going crazy. Slowly falling into a deep depression. Not knowing how much more of this I can take.

I was to begin a part time job tomorrow and the baby sitter (only one I truly liked) said all her spots just got filled and would be unable to watch my son..... idk what I am going to do to keep myself sane.

Help me mama, hear my cry for help!

How do YOU do this stay at home mom thing ?