Day 1 not nursing

I feel kinda guilty today. I talked it over with my husband and I’m ready to stop breastfeeding at 11 weeks. I’m honestly not great at it(I eat like crap, don’t stay hydrated), and with going back o work it’s a pain in the ass to pump (which I’m also horrible at, I pump maybe every 5 hours of a 12 hour shift) We give a few formula bottles through the day to give me a break.

I know a lot of moms who are killing themselves to be able to be successful at this and I feel like I’m just tossing away the fact that I’m somewhat successful at this without really trying.

Stupid mom guilt.