Holidays 🙄

My fiance family is trying to plan this Thanksgiving dinner which I dont wanna go to. I don't really fit in with his family cause I don't drink etc. I made a statement that I didn't want people staying at our place cause our apartment is small and they like to get drunk and fight and if the cops get called were out of here . He said I'm the talk of the family and everybody knows I'm a bitch and he highly doubt anybody wanna be around me. I'm tired of people judging me that I don't drink or do any drugs his family see me as if I think I'm better than them. I just feel like going my own ways for the holidays.