Getting nervous

So this is my second pregnancy and I had my first born just this past January with a emergency c-section at 34 weeks. (As of right now I’m 29 weeks pregnant) Right after my surgery my husband left because we literally did not have anything I went straight from my doctors appointment to the hospital so he went to get my hospital things and to finish up work that he had already started, I was in recovery for like 5 hrs and he was gone the entire time until I could finally be wheeled to my room and into the nicu to see my son.. he got back just as they were wheeling me away and he has his mom with him so we all went to see the baby and I was only allowed in the nicu for a few mins because I was in a hospital bed and still half numb from the spinal tap so after we see him my husband leaves to go take his mom home and finally gets back to the hospital 3 hrs later.. he visits me for like an hour and then he leaves for the night because h doesn’t like staying in hospitals I didn’t argue because I’m still out of it from he surgery and still coming off of the meds.. so finally the night passes and so does the next day and he comes that night to bring me food and visit for 45 min then leaves for the night (yes we did text and talk on the phone) but I was literally completely alone for 3 days in the hospital with no one not even my baby because he was in the nicu for two weeks (no family came because they disowned me when I moved out at 18) (I’m 20 now) so I’m literally getting scared and nervous not for the delivery (another c-section) but for the hospital stay because of how alone and sad I felt last time..

Sorry for the rant I just needed to say how I feel about this next hospital stay.. any suggestions on how to make this next stay better?