I got kicked out

these pics may gross you out... but I just wanted to show anyone in case they experience it.

Well for a temporary time I got to move over to the announcement group (no offense to anyone here obviously)

On the 27th I got my BFP we’ve been trying to get for a year now!

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On the 1st of October I had very light spotting that day, barely noticeable...

Then at about 7pm on the 1st it got more heavy.....

Well later that evening I had a clot come out and I knew then something wasn’t right....

So I called my doctor the next day and they brought me in for lab work!....

I went in and they called me back that evening to tell me my hcg level was at 6 and they wanted me to come in Friday for repeat lab work to see if it is rising or falling..

well me being the impatient person that I am, I went out and bought a pack of tests.... so I took one this morning and it says negative...

I just don’t even understand what happened.... I take my prenatals, I take all of the precautions, but it still happens.. I hope and pray that we get pregnant again and it sticks but Lordy if this doesn’t suck either way!!

I had already downloaded the glow nurture app (the app when you’re pregnant) and I’ve been using that and honestly when I opened the glow app instead of that one it was almost like a smack in the face and felt like I was kicked out of the nurture app... I know I’m being dramatic but I am soooo pissed, hurt, sad, feeling guilty, all kinds of emotions...

sorry this ended up way longer than I thought it would!! I would appreciate prayers in the next few days for my husband and I both!