Scared and excited to try again

Hi ladies, I had an early miscarriage, we were on this amazing holiday and I thought yes this is it! But I kept saying to myself if it sticks that’s great but if not that’s ok too.

What’s meant to be won’t pass you. I fully understand and accept that it’s the nature of it all, now I want to try again but I feel like I’m playing the lottery excited to be pregnant and scared that this might happen again.

My husband is 100% supportive and has been my rock. I just wanted to reach out to you all and ask for advice on how you moved past these thoughts.