Hoping this is my month

This app says I ovulate tomorrow and my other app says I ovulate today. Had sex with my husband yesterday and will tonight after he gets home from work. I have been hoping to get pregnant since we started, but we haven't been actively trying cuz we get so busy that by the time we think bout it we gotta go to bed. I'm trying to get it to where we bd as much as possible. I also don't have my af every month so that's made it harder knowing if I am actually ovulating or not. I know that it may not happen, but I am trying to be as hopeful as possible. I gave up awhile ago cuz I was getting so stressed out that it wasn't good. I've also been trying to lose weight so that has stopped me from ttc. I wanna have a family and stop hearing our family and friends ask when we are gonna have kids and tell me that I'm getting too old to have kids or that I'm not gonna have any. I talked to my husband bout us trying more and he agreed, but I know it also depends on how our days go. He works most the week and I stay home, but I take care of his dad. I don't do as much as him, but with doing that and cleaning I get tired also. I know he gets more tired though so I understand when he's too tired to bd. I am just hoping it happens before Christmas. I really wanna surprise our family if it is around Christmas.

Thank you all for reading. Please send baby dust my way.

Also baby dust to anyone out there ttc and that are pregnant I hope you all have healthy babies.