I lost the hope???

Question

Been trying to get pregnant for over 2 years now...I’m at the point where I don’t even feel like “trying” I don’t track my ovulation days or schedule anything..m not sure if I just gave up or if I just don’t care now? I don’t know if I’ll ever be pregnant? has anyone else felt like this through out your journey? :/

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I uses to be the same way since all of my old classmates were getting married and having babies. 
My husband and I were trying to conceive way before we got married but we finally gave up trying for baby. We married in 2015. I was the only classmate that wasn't married yet and had no kids.
So after the honeymoon was over. We decided to try again for baby. I kept getting urinary tract infections back to back every time we had sex so i finally made an appointment with my obgyn doctor.
The doctor did an ultrasound like the vaginal kind. They found fibroids on my ovaries that was size of an bag of oranges my doctor called it. I had to have surgery to remove it but it does grow back slowly which it has only its small nothing to worry about.
After 3 weeks of healing from that surgery. My husband and I started trying for baby again. We were trying but we wasn't at the same time so my mother in law bought me an pregnancy test just to see what it says for fun.
Sure enough it said "I was pregnant"! I was like no your lieing to my mother in law but i read the stick and its said "Pregnant" I wasn't jumping with joy but I knew my period was coming up soon so i made appointment again with my obgyn doctor. 
Appointment day they did urine tests. I was 5 weeks pregnant. I didn't think that pregnancy test was accurate since some home pregnancy test aren't very accurate.
I don't know if you believe in God, but God knows when the right when he thinks you need a child. I delivered through an csection an healthy baby boy on July 14th, 2017. 4lb 13oz. He was an preemie! 
I couldn't have him vaginal since previous surgery. I had an Leep before I had that fibroids taken out. Natural birth would had killed me quarter to my obgyn doctor. 
Sprinkling baby dust to you and your husband! Always remember to ask God for help.

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Been ttc for 2 years as well. Aside from polycystic ovaries on screens, everything is great on me and my husband. My hormones are all within normal range which we expected to be abnormal since my scans reveal PCO, but thank God they were all fine. So, my PCO is not really a hindrance to ttc, I have normal, regular periods every month. Except the time when I did the HSG and I skipped 2 periods. My fertility specialist told me I can choose between femara and clomid since everything works on me and she cannot identify the cause of our infertility. The struggle is real. I want to give up but I feel like what if it never happens? But I made up my mind, if I don't get pregnant this cycle, we will skip the rest of 2019 and try again next year hopefully

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I’m on the same page got pregnant than lost it now is been 2 yrs trying but nothing soooo my perois been late 40 dumb days yes I took a test but was - broke my 💔 is been so sad my life I don’t even want to get ready like b4 I feel ugly and I feel like I’m not enough no more 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I so want to get prego bus it seems to be impossible

I lost the hope???

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