Scared and worried

Ok so I take back everything I said about my bump not being big I hit 15 weeks tmrw and damn it’s big already. I am honestly so scared to death about how big I am going to get I am only small in height 5 foot nothing and I’m carrying twins I’m already uncomfortable my back is killing me and the weight at the front it already heavy so I am so scared i have so long to go. I’m embarrassed to go out in public I have body issues and now I’m pregnant I feel like everyone stares at me and thinks woah she’s massive I try to avoid shops or crowded areas. Yes I am proud to be pregnant but I just feel massive and want my body back I just want to cry, I know at the end I’ll love my babies and it will be worth it but omg they r kicking my ass already I’m itchy all over especially my boobs there veiny and just sit on my stomach I hate wearing bras I wanna walk around naked everywhere coz wearing anything is uncomfortable. Sorry for the rant I’m just so scared of what’s to come.