Is this weird?

So my boyfriend and I are kind of super alike in the sense that when We masturbate it’s usually when we’re alone and the other person’s not home. Or if one of us is asleep. But lately the thought of actually laying there using my vibrator in front of him and letting him watch me do it while I watch him jerk off is a real turn on to me. I want to share that experience with him I also want him to see ways to please me. Our sex life literally consist of sex in the morning before we both go to work.  there is rarely ever any foreplay and if there is it’s usually him playing with my nipples.

He’s literally always in such a rush to just get his dick wet that he doesn’t even try to do foreplay. I mean don’t get me wrong I love the sex we have. Are usually always have an orgasm but after a while of the same old stuff every single time I just want to make that up a little. I mean yeah sure I walked in on him a few times watching porn and jerking off but it’s like he gets super ashamed and immediately stops what he’s doing and then just want to jump straight to sex.

I’m not sure exactly how to approach the subject because he gets super weird about it. But it’s really something I’d like to try. I think that breaking those barriers is opening ourselves up in a whole new intimate way might actually be good for a relationship. Also watching him get himself ball will teach me new ways to get him off.