Struggling

I’m mentally struggling. I’m usually happy go lucky, nothing truly bothers me. I’m always nice, pray for people, help others out....But this week. Lord help me.

I hate both of my dogs right now, seriously ready to re home them.... I’ve even looked into it. They are just loud, annoying, make my house smell. One is barking as I type this.

My husband isn’t very affectionate to begin with, but it’s bothering me more and more lately as I feel I’m becoming less attractive bc of the weight gain. We haven’t been on a date in god knows how long, and it’s causing me to resent him more and more each day. Like I can barley look at him this week bc I have this major attitude....

Idk I have cried more this week than I have in the last year, and I’m just really down in the dumps. I should be elated and counting my blessings, but there is just a part of me that feels the need to be bitter and hateful.

I haven’t ever experienced anything like this, and I lowkey think I’m starting to get depressed. I feel terrible for my little baby inside, bc he’s special and needs a healthy mommy. Idk y’all, am I losing it? Or is this a normal hormonal thing????

pregnancy = 3

Me= 0