Super anxiety about the pregnancy

I probably keep banging on n driving people crazy but after 2 losses 6 months apart. I’m now 9 weeks pregnant according to the midwife.

I’ve had so many symptoms but the last 2 days I’ve barely had a thing. Slightly tender boobs and can’t stand cola (used to live on it! But now all I want is orange juice).

I’m so anxious all the time n worrying because when we lost the first baby I’d got no symptoms then one day I bled... no pain, just bleeding.

I check the tissue every single time I wipe - nothing thank god! Other than those two symptoms and tiredness I’ve had nothing.

My HPTs have increased no problem from 1-2, 2-3 then 3+ weeks.

I just can’t stop panicing I do everything I’d normally do and try and crack on daily but of an evening I have that time to relax a bit and sit so nervous.

Our scan is 1/11/19. I am terrified. I’m praying everything will go ok. I keep asking n I’m so sorry for it but this is all normal right?

To be anxious given the circumstances? The minimal symptoms?

Once I’ve seen our baby on a screen I’ll feel so much better but until then I’m so scared!