i have never had a boy like me for my personality and my character. i realized this when the boy i liked stopped being mean to me, only after he found out i had sexual intentions with him. i realized this when the second boy broke up with me because i wouldn’t have sex with him. i realized this when i told a guy i was in love with him and he tried to take my pants off four times during the conversation. i realized this when the “nice” man at the concert took advantage of me when i thought he just wanted to talk. is society fucked up or am i? do other people constantly deal with this? is this the normal expectations of men at this point? there’s this girl in my class who has a boyfriend. she’s not the skinniest or the prettiest but you can tell her boyfriend doesn’t care he looks through her to her personality. i can tell he likes her for her. i want that.