Binging

So since I was 11 I’ve been binge eating. I’m now 20. 9 years and I’ve not been able to stop. I was almost underweight my entire life and now medically I’m obese for 5’7. I want a kid someday. I got told that it’s gonna be harder if I’m overweight. Genuinely I just don’t feel healthy in any way. I feel soo self conscious about my body. I just made a therapist appointment for it today. But I was wondering if anyone’s dealt with this and if they have any suggestions on what’s helped them in any way. I would love the advice.