He never did anything with my son when we were together, never alone with him longer than an hour (always had to have a babysitter when I worked, even if he was off work). Even pushed my ONE year old around and screamed at him for something so trivial as pulling movies off a shelf to look at then or walking too slow in front of him. Couldn’t even dress him with out grabbing him really tight and yelling at him.

This morning I got a letter from his lawyers that he wants sole custody of my 20 month old and my 2 month old. And now I can’t even close my eyes without picturing a sherif at my front door there to collect my kids. I can’t even let them out of my sight and called into work today because I’m literally terrified he’s going to try and just snatch them and disappear.

I left him so my babies wouldn’t be exposed to him.

These kids are my everything. I’m anxiety ridden just at the thought of them being alone with him.