Frustrated! 😤

Ok so I’m 14. I’m 5’5. I weigh 185 pounds! 😭 I’m a fat pig. I weight more than my mom. 😭My self esteem is so low and I can’t seem to lose weight fast enough. For the past month I’ve been water fasting, restricting calories, and exercising everyday. I’ve only lost a couple pounds 😭 nothing works. I know everybody says “ oh you’ll even out” or “ you don’t lose weight overnight “ but that’s honestly so discouraging to say to someone that works their butt off every single day to lose weight. Sorry for the rant 😭 but I need help. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t even want to eat food anymore. Especially the fast food my family buys. I don’t have a choice but to eat the unhealthy food they buy me. I feel stuck 😭 I eat under 1,000 calories a day and exercise (HIIT) at least an hour a day.My weight is soo stubborn.

ADVICE?!?!