I'm 39+2 today. Doctor offered to induce me tomorrow so I told my husband. He also said I could come in next weds for the induction when I'll be 40+3. I don't really want to be induced at all but the next available time after that is the following week and I'll be 41+3 and I really dont want to go over 41 weeks due to risk of stillbirth and large baby. So most of the day today I was super anxious having panic attacks, and generally just trying to not cry thinking about being induced again. I asked my husband several times to help me decide and he literally just said I can do whatever I want. Definitely not ready to be induced tomorrow so I set the date for next week but I told my husband I might chicken out at the last minute. Day goes on I clean up the house and make dinner were eating with our kids and he says "I was seriously irritated with you earlier. Idk why you cant just make up your mind so I can tell my boss". I just started crying I couldn't even help it. Terrified is an understatement to what I'm feeling and hes irritated with me? Like I'm the one risking my damn life to bring our baby into the world and I cant have a day of uncertainty. I'm just so angry and hurt right now idk if I'll even sleep. I just feel nothing but dread now and I'm so pissed off at him.