Hard day today

Having a hard day today.

Our transfer was on the 20th and it went well! I get bloodwork done on the 29th to see if the blastocyst implanted and I’m pregnant. The wait is killing me. Yesterday I felt a little nauseated at the end of the day so I was convinced it had worked! And today I just feel completely normal. And the last time I felt completely normal, it didn't work (Ive had two previous FETs. One resulting in a chemical pregnancy, and the other didn’t implant. I went through ERA testing before this one, and we only have 1 embryo left in the bank).

I'm trying so hard not to read into anything, but it's so hard. I wish there was an alarm or something so you'd know right away and be done with all the limbo stuff. This just sucks and I needed to vent.