5th Failed IUI

I just need to vent.

Ugh, well.... today’s a pretty shitty day- my 5th IUI failed.

Im tired of trying.

I’m tired of failing.

I’m tired of disappointing my husband.

I’m tired of testing and seeing negatives.

I’m tired of shots, meds, and all the doctor visits and calls.

I’m tired of hearing “when are you having kids?!”

I know that it’ll happen, but it’s exhausting waiting.

I’m tired of it all!

On top of that, today is my uncles birthday who passes away in February. My younger brother passed away one year ago on the 26th. I miss them both! I’m having a rough day emotionally. 💔😢