I want to SCREAM!

I’m so sick of being told everything is my fault and that I could fix all my medical issues big and small if I would just lose weight. My weight has nothing to do with the yeast infection I went in for. PCOS makes it so very hard to lose weight and I have tried and tried. Do the doctors think I don’t know I’m fat?!?!? I do. I see it every day. I hate it every day. I can’t get skinny. I can’t get pregnant. I can’t get better. I’m so frustrated. Rant over. Now I cry.