I said it, I hate myself. I can never do right... I don’t have a nice body figure, no boobs, no ass, no curves. I have flat hair that has no volume whatever I try. I have deep fine lines on my forehead and underneath my eyes. I have hooded eyes, small lips, large forehead. Long fingers and toes. I love makeup but can never get it right, all I do is emphasize my deep fine lines and I can’t contour right or else it looks like mud all over my face. I tried doing more makeup and it looks nasty and cakey, I try less makeup and you can still see every pimple, redness and my lines on my face. Eyeshadow is always a mess, you either can’t see it or I go up too high. I can’t do anything. Everything I have ever tried in life has failed or I can never try to do it right. Didn’t do good in school no matter how hard I studied. I am only 21 years old and I feel like I will never accomplish in life and will never do anything right. I just wished I could do what I love... no matter how much I practice or try different techniques, they never work. No matter how I try to study, it never happens. Why me??? Why was I made this way.... I literally hate myself. I always wake up everyday and tell myself it’s going to be different and I’m gonna be happy with myself and I will do good but it never happens and I end up hating everything I did.