Sex is frightening now 😭😂

My little girl is 4 months old now and my husband and I are just starting to get back on track with our sex life. I recovered from an unplanned c-section and I’m just now starting to feel human again. I’m on the pill and we had real official sex for the first time (2 weeks after starting the pill).

I know logically we are fine, but every time we have sex I freak out a little and pray I’m not growing another tiny human 😂 Does the panic ever go away or will i be holding my breath waiting for a period every month 😂😂😂

I’m so dramatic 🙄